The Day You Want Away

how it feels when we can not say what we want to say?
sense which is always annoying and makes us feel the uncertainty.
live in a lie that makes us always hurt and guilt.

"Nakayama hey .... You do not get in?" Yamada broke the silence.
"I??" Nakayama reverse the question.
"Yes ... why not go?"
"Never mind"
"I know your relationship with Yamashina" Yamada back sipping a soft drink in his hand.
"Huk ... huk ..." Nakayama choking Yamada heard "uh ... no ...." More Nakayama.
"It do not lie, I've heard directly from the mouth Yamashina"
"... ..."
"Why are you silent? Face flushed "Yamada mocking Nakayama.
"Okay, I say thank you for keeping a secret about our relationship from all your friends" nakajyaima bow half of his body "I'm sorry yes"
Yamada just smiled a little and stop words are pronounced will Nakayama.

lied to the things we never wanted.
if we can choose happiness or misery. I will select an advance because the suffering will bring a happiness.
but it all was I felt. happiness did not come to me.

"Ryo ... Suke .... your song so touched my heart" says michi with small tone and smile.
"What do you like?" I asked.
"Can you sing that song one more time for me??" Michi held my hand so tightly.
"Not only once, each one of you asked if I sing that song for you.Because of that song I made for you "
"Sing ...." The tears dripped michi.
I started singing the song that prompted michi on the spot "Loved by you, like a beautiful painting disore day ... hikz ... hikz ... hikz ... Every time I'm sad, you always come to comfort me ..." My tears can not stand it anymore.
"Ryosuke continue ...." The tears fall michi wetting my hands grasped near the cheeks.
"It will always, I protect yourselves ... But why? But why?? No dairy I can do all ... "

all just a memory that will always be in my heart ........